I recently decided to take up a few new projects and fun little things to keep me busy this summer since my little dance gurlies dont have classes goin on right now. Some of my busyness has worked out great but a lot of it has notttt gone suppppper well. I have experienced some awesome things and some hard things. I have made new friends and just enjoyed being a 20 year old silly girl.
SPARKEL. I was talking to this cute lady (whom i love to death) in the ward the other dayabout how i can hardly stand wearing jewlry because i feel so fussy and it just drives me nuttzzzss. BUT I LOVE jewlry and anything sparkely... (PRObly one of the gurliesst girls you will ever meet)..... and i have way more of it than i will ever be able to wear. SO with that in mind i decided to make MORE! And have been busy makin' and sparkelin' ever since!
LAUGH. I just adore spending time with the people that i love and i love shareing experiences with them. I have met so many awesome people and friends this summer, and I feel like these few months are gonna go down as some of the most epic summers of my single youthnesss. What would life be like if you could not smile and laugh! Thanks to my friends for being awesome and planning fun and sometimes pointless activitys that I will allways be able to smile at :)
LOVE. SOooo recently this summer me and my girl friends have the best time getting together and acting just like cute lil highschool girls giggleing about our crushes and listening to girly country music.... talking about our friends on missions and about how excited and nervous we are for the future, Thanks for listening to me goin on about boys and eating chocolate with me girls
Travel. Yay for europe! The trip i took to europe was completely eye opening and such an awesome experience! The funny thing is that no matter where we were or what we saw, i couldnt get Alpine and all of the people i love out of my head. Life isnt where you are but who you choose to surround yourself with. And they help create who you are.... This trip was like steping out of my world and being able to get a different veiw on my life. I was able to better see what i wanted out of this life and who i wanted to be. Never before was this so clear to me. I want to give fully, love deeply, never hold back, and trust the most important figure in my life with ALL of my heart....and jump in. I wont ever forget the experiences i had there and the strong and steadfast people that I met.
LEARN. I have learend a lot of things this summer. About myself, about life, about love, about enjoyng everything no matter what, and looking for the good in everything. The biggest learning experience i have been dealing with is a fantastic new calling. Out of my comfort zone? MORE like completely and totaly out of everything that is kyrsten. Whoever said the teacher learns more than the student was more right than anyone EVER. It has really taught me that i can do hardly anything all by myself, and its okey to lean up on someone else.... After all arent we all really blind anyway? Theres only one person who can guide us and truely help us see and share light..
Cherish.I have had to say goodbye to a few things and people in my life this summer. I have really learned to take advantage of time with people and really make sure they know how much I adore them and look up to them. Its never too late to starty telling people you love them. Reach out, look up to, write notes to, hug, lift up, smile to, think of, bring cookies to, and laugh with the awesome people you surround yourself with. And make sure there good ones.
EAT.I have been like some crazzzy sugar girl this summer and any kind of recipe that looks good and has chocolate in it I have tryed or am going to try by the end of the summer. My little sister makes fun of me because i watch cooking shows taking notes like sum silly crazzzy girl. Maybe I am but i sure like laughing at myself with her!
BE 20. The best thing about this summer is that im a 20 year old girl that could not be more happy. Sure.... nobodys perfect, my life is nowhere near perfect... But thats the best part! I have done really good with accepting myself and accepting the fact that i really dont have a ton of control with some things that happen to me in this life. But there are so many amazing things that my heavenly father wants me to experience, and I am so ready! My heart is so open to anything and anyone and Because of him and my savior nothing can bring me down! Im going up no matter how hard this life tends to pull me down. So heres to being young, being afraid of the future... the unknown, makeing some small mistakes.... learing from them.....growing daily, and trusting in my heavenly father to hold my hand no matter what.
SO maybe this waisting time thing is good for me. I have learned to slow down instead being busy with everything that makes my life so cloudy. I have found major peace inside myself... with myself. And I have made stronger connections with the people that i look up to and care about. Not to mention filling myself so that i can share light with others. Nothings perfect. Everythings hard. But so worth just..... LIFE! Isnt it just so aweeeeefulllly amazing sometimes?...........
LOVE from allways,
Miss darling...
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